Life or death?

I usually wouldn't do anything like this but this is my last resort. I have a 9 mth old and 7 yr old and i hate the fact that they have to see me struggling. I lost my job and never received my pay for the last days i worked then my car was taken. I have always tried to help others and now that i need help no one is there. I actually tried to commit sucide the other day and my baby woke up and that made me realize that i have to try for my kids. I really hate to sound pitiful but this is kust my life. Please if any one can help i would really appreciate it.